i really want to commit to this.
i'm going to try.

this week has been crazy.
i had a dance on saturday, and i was just looking at the
pictures, and i realized that my legs are skinnier than my perfect best friends (diane*)! oh happy day haha:) we never fight, but she's been a real bitch lately. my mom loves her so she sides with her and tells me that i need to be nice. but i can't stand all the constant put downs. she's two faced too. one of my other friends, allie, whom i we party with sometimes, is kinda crazy and wanted to spring break with us. diane acts like she wants to party with her, but being the funsucker she is, she doesnt even like drinking. then when allie couldnt come, she was like, omg that suckks we were gonna have so much fun! (to her face). but then to everyone else she's so happy she's not coming. bitch. stop being rude. lol sorry i went on a little rant there. but anyway, at the dance one of my friends brought this guy thats 2 years older than me (and extremely sexy) and he was all over me! now he's texting me all the time and wants to hang out, its perfect. in fact, i think we're going to a movie tonight;)

anyway, my eating habits right now are just suppper healthy. i don't binge. i just eat healthy stuff all the time. i've cut out sweets, fast food, and pop. i havent had any of those in three weeks and i feel great! i can just feel my thighs getting thinner everyday. and the best part is the envious eyes of all your friends when you have the strength to say no to the sugar shit that they cant resist ;) ah i love it. pleaseeeeeeeeee dont think that i'm not pro ana just because i dont eat the same as you. i still support you guys and i'm not gonna yell at you and tell you youre being stupid! i love reading the blogs:) you guys have such a drive! please "follow me" so i can read all your blogs!