Tuesday, April 20, 2010

help!

doing pretty good, only 730 calories yesterday and 740 today. if i continue at this rate, can anyone tell me how much wieght i'll lose and how fast? any suggestions on adjusting the calorie count?
pretty good day. i dunno what i'd do without music, it seems to help everything...

Monday, April 19, 2010

getting started!

i'm ready to get back on track with this. i've had 630 calories today, which i think is pretty good for my first day of really getting back into this. i have so much motivation now that i've seen the spring break pictures. my bff is gaining weight like its her job, so my hope is to be skinnier than her by summer :) she's always been smaller than me, and i'd love to beat her! any suggestions on a calorie plan to get started on? nothing too hard, my main focus is control right now !

Saturday, April 10, 2010

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well spring break was alot of fun.
i got to stay with my friend, and we had alot of fun, not much to say about it. i stayed pretty active (volleyball everyday) and didnt eat much. i was having a great time, but on thursday night i wanted to party. i was out with three of my friends (whom i'd been hanging out with the whole time) went into town and called up a couple seniors who were staying in their own condo that had loads of alcohol. we couldnt stay long, so i drank as much as i possibly could. then my parents came to get me and i was sooo wasted, of course they found out. my best friend didnt get into any trouble because she didnt drink, and my other friends that did have parents who dont care. anyways i'm in alot of trouble. how can i make my parents forgive me?

ps. i havent been eating much... i'm mad at myself...

Thursday, April 1, 2010

ugh. my mom annoys the fucking hell out of me.
she can wreck any day, no matter how great, all in a matter of minutes. the woman is truly gifted. anyways, instead of spending spring break with my lovingly detatched parents, and little brother, i'll be with my bff. she doesnt really party much but whatever. we'll still have fun. cant wait to get out there and party it up. leaving tommorrow at 5 so i should probably go. cant wait to ditch this town.

*tearsnsorrow,
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